Chapter 1
*may 2009*
Jade Pov
I walk into my class and sit down in the back. I'm sitting alone, because I have no friends. Well, i have one, but she moved away 3 months ago. The lesson slowly passes by. Finally the bell rings. I walk out of the classroom pretty fast, trying to dodge Rachel.
Rachel is one of my bullies. Her and her friends always bully me. They laugh at me because I have no friends, they put notes in my locker with treats on them, they wait for me to beat me up. Stuff like that.
I'm walking to my locker and open it. There is falling a note out of it. I grab it from the ground and read it.
"you are worthless, just go die, no one will be sad about it"
I read it over for a few times and realise that I cry, when I feel a tear drop sliding down my cheek. I wipe it away quickly and grab the books that I need. I close my locker and turn around. Before I go to class, I walk into the toilets. I put some water in my face and wipe it dry. My eyes are a bit red, but I hope that no one will notice it. I walk out of the toilets and the bell rings. 30 Seconds later I walk into the classroom.
"Mrs Ross, why are you so late?" The teacher asks.
"I...uhm...had to go the bathroom" I say. He looks at me and nods. I sit down in the back of the classroom and open my book.
During class, someone puts a note on my table. I grab it and read it behind my book.
" at 4 behind the school, be alone. x"
Ow boy, they're going to beat me up again. I look at Rachel who is smiling at me. Suddenly the teacher is standing in front of me and grabs the note. He reads it.
"Detention." he says and throws the note away.
I'm actually glad I have to go to detention, then they won't beat me up.
The class goes by and I walk out of the classroom. When I walk to my locker, someone grabs my arm. I turn around and see Jason standing in front of me. He is also one of my bullies, and he's Rachel's boyfriend.
"Come behind the school in the first break, you're not getting away with this." He wispers in me ear. I nod a little bit and he walks back to his friends.
As fast as I can I walk to the toilets again. I vomit in the toilet and after that I flush. I slide down the wall and put my head on my knees.
"Why does this has to happen to me?" I say in my head. I stand up and try to walk out of the bathroom. My head is pounding and I'm feeling sick. I walk to the school nurse and ask if i can go home. She says it's okay and I walk to my bike.
"Ugh, my tire is leaking!" I scream when I get to my bike. I turn around for a 30 minute walk home. Yay! Note the sarcasm.
When i finally arive at home, I'm home alone. My dad is in Australia for his work, for another month, and my mum is at the dance studio. She is a professional dance teacher, that's probably why my dancing isn't so bad either.
I walk into the kitchen and grab some ben&jerry's ice cream and walk back into the livingroom. I put television on and grab a film. "The Titanic" I just love it.
When the film is over, I put away the, now empty, bag of ice and dry my tears from the movie. I walk to the kitchen and grab some water to drink. I can hear my phone ringing in the livingroom and sprint towards it. I try to jump over the couch, but I trip and fall, face down, to the ground. I let out a painfull moan and get up to get my phone. When I have it in my hands, it stops ringing.
"Shit" i mutter under my breath. I look who called. Huh? 3 missed calls? I only heard it ones.
2 missed calls from "Mummie!"
1 missed call from "Chailyn Bieber"
Maybe the names are kind of stupid, but I just love my mum, and Chailyn, my best friend who moved away, is just a die-hard Belieber. I really don't, ugh, Justin Bieber. (Sorry for Justin Bieber fans who read this, don't blame me! :))
I press the Call button and a few seconds later my mum picks up.
"Hey mum, waddup?" I say.
"I just wanted to check on you. School called me that you've gone home, and I wanted to know if everything was okay."
"I'm fine mum, just feeling a little bit sick." I say, to make her less worried. I'm actually almost falling because I'm so dizzy, but if I tell her she would come home right away.
"Okay then, hunny. Just go to sleep, I'll be home in 3 hours."
"Alright, bye." I hang up and slowly make my way to my bedroom upstairs. When I'm upstairs, I slowly walk to my room and lay down under the covers. I don't even change my clothes. As soon as my head touches the pillow, everything went black.
I wake up by the ringtone of my phone. I slowly open my eyes and grab my phone. I press on answer without looking.
"hello?" i say with a sleepy voice.
"hey! It's me, Chailyn!" I hear a really loud and happy voice shout.
"hey" i respond, sitting up against the headbord of my bed.
"guess what?! I'm coming to Bristol for 2 weeks in the summer!" She said excited.
"Omg really?! I haven't seen you in ages!" I say, suddenly not so tired anymore.
"I know right? I'll be there in 3 weeks, i can't wait!"
"Me neither." we are talking about some more things and then my mum come's in with tea and biscuits.
"Chailyn, I have to go, call you later kay?" I say.
"Alright, because i really need to tell you something funny. Byee."
I hang up and thanked my mum. She walked down stairs again and I grabbed the remote of the tv. I switched it on and Spongebob was on in. I loved that show when I was little! I grab my tea and slowly sip of it.
30 Minutes later I get tired of Spongebob and switch the tv off. I grab my laptop and decide to go on twitter. I look at my interactions and see that I got some hate again.
"You are worthless"
"no one likes you, just move away or something"
"Hah, chicken? of cours you are "sick" , you are just scared that we'll beat you up, bitch"
The last one was from Rachel of cours. I really don't want to go to school Monday, gladly it's weekend now. I slowly walk downstairs and walk into the kitchen where my mum is cooking diner.
"hey hunny, are you feeling any better?" she asks. I shrug. I fake cough and sit down on a chair. I grab my phone and text Chailyn.
To: Chailyn Bieber
skype at 7;30? xx
From: Chailyn Bieber
Yeah sure, bby, xx
I lock my phone and my mum gives me a plate with pasta. I grab a glass of water and sit down again. I slowly eat my food, I'm not really hungry. After 20 minutes my mum notices I don't want more food and grabs my plate and puts hers and mine in the sink.
"You want a dessert?" My mum asks and I shake my head. I stand up and slowly walk back up the stairs and walk to my room. I switch my laptop on again and something pops up.
"Chailynnnn calling you"
*may 2009*
Jade Pov
I walk into my class and sit down in the back. I'm sitting alone, because I have no friends. Well, i have one, but she moved away 3 months ago. The lesson slowly passes by. Finally the bell rings. I walk out of the classroom pretty fast, trying to dodge Rachel.
Rachel is one of my bullies. Her and her friends always bully me. They laugh at me because I have no friends, they put notes in my locker with treats on them, they wait for me to beat me up. Stuff like that.
I'm walking to my locker and open it. There is falling a note out of it. I grab it from the ground and read it.
"you are worthless, just go die, no one will be sad about it"
I read it over for a few times and realise that I cry, when I feel a tear drop sliding down my cheek. I wipe it away quickly and grab the books that I need. I close my locker and turn around. Before I go to class, I walk into the toilets. I put some water in my face and wipe it dry. My eyes are a bit red, but I hope that no one will notice it. I walk out of the toilets and the bell rings. 30 Seconds later I walk into the classroom.
"Mrs Ross, why are you so late?" The teacher asks.
"I...uhm...had to go the bathroom" I say. He looks at me and nods. I sit down in the back of the classroom and open my book.
During class, someone puts a note on my table. I grab it and read it behind my book.
" at 4 behind the school, be alone. x"
Ow boy, they're going to beat me up again. I look at Rachel who is smiling at me. Suddenly the teacher is standing in front of me and grabs the note. He reads it.
"Detention." he says and throws the note away.
I'm actually glad I have to go to detention, then they won't beat me up.
The class goes by and I walk out of the classroom. When I walk to my locker, someone grabs my arm. I turn around and see Jason standing in front of me. He is also one of my bullies, and he's Rachel's boyfriend.
"Come behind the school in the first break, you're not getting away with this." He wispers in me ear. I nod a little bit and he walks back to his friends.
As fast as I can I walk to the toilets again. I vomit in the toilet and after that I flush. I slide down the wall and put my head on my knees.
"Why does this has to happen to me?" I say in my head. I stand up and try to walk out of the bathroom. My head is pounding and I'm feeling sick. I walk to the school nurse and ask if i can go home. She says it's okay and I walk to my bike.
"Ugh, my tire is leaking!" I scream when I get to my bike. I turn around for a 30 minute walk home. Yay! Note the sarcasm.
When i finally arive at home, I'm home alone. My dad is in Australia for his work, for another month, and my mum is at the dance studio. She is a professional dance teacher, that's probably why my dancing isn't so bad either.
I walk into the kitchen and grab some ben&jerry's ice cream and walk back into the livingroom. I put television on and grab a film. "The Titanic" I just love it.
When the film is over, I put away the, now empty, bag of ice and dry my tears from the movie. I walk to the kitchen and grab some water to drink. I can hear my phone ringing in the livingroom and sprint towards it. I try to jump over the couch, but I trip and fall, face down, to the ground. I let out a painfull moan and get up to get my phone. When I have it in my hands, it stops ringing.
"Shit" i mutter under my breath. I look who called. Huh? 3 missed calls? I only heard it ones.
2 missed calls from "Mummie!"
1 missed call from "Chailyn Bieber"
Maybe the names are kind of stupid, but I just love my mum, and Chailyn, my best friend who moved away, is just a die-hard Belieber. I really don't, ugh, Justin Bieber. (Sorry for Justin Bieber fans who read this, don't blame me! :))
I press the Call button and a few seconds later my mum picks up.
"Hey mum, waddup?" I say.
"I just wanted to check on you. School called me that you've gone home, and I wanted to know if everything was okay."
"I'm fine mum, just feeling a little bit sick." I say, to make her less worried. I'm actually almost falling because I'm so dizzy, but if I tell her she would come home right away.
"Okay then, hunny. Just go to sleep, I'll be home in 3 hours."
"Alright, bye." I hang up and slowly make my way to my bedroom upstairs. When I'm upstairs, I slowly walk to my room and lay down under the covers. I don't even change my clothes. As soon as my head touches the pillow, everything went black.
I wake up by the ringtone of my phone. I slowly open my eyes and grab my phone. I press on answer without looking.
"hello?" i say with a sleepy voice.
"hey! It's me, Chailyn!" I hear a really loud and happy voice shout.
"hey" i respond, sitting up against the headbord of my bed.
"guess what?! I'm coming to Bristol for 2 weeks in the summer!" She said excited.
"Omg really?! I haven't seen you in ages!" I say, suddenly not so tired anymore.
"I know right? I'll be there in 3 weeks, i can't wait!"
"Me neither." we are talking about some more things and then my mum come's in with tea and biscuits.
"Chailyn, I have to go, call you later kay?" I say.
"Alright, because i really need to tell you something funny. Byee."
I hang up and thanked my mum. She walked down stairs again and I grabbed the remote of the tv. I switched it on and Spongebob was on in. I loved that show when I was little! I grab my tea and slowly sip of it.
30 Minutes later I get tired of Spongebob and switch the tv off. I grab my laptop and decide to go on twitter. I look at my interactions and see that I got some hate again.
"You are worthless"
"no one likes you, just move away or something"
"Hah, chicken? of cours you are "sick" , you are just scared that we'll beat you up, bitch"
The last one was from Rachel of cours. I really don't want to go to school Monday, gladly it's weekend now. I slowly walk downstairs and walk into the kitchen where my mum is cooking diner.
"hey hunny, are you feeling any better?" she asks. I shrug. I fake cough and sit down on a chair. I grab my phone and text Chailyn.
To: Chailyn Bieber
skype at 7;30? xx
From: Chailyn Bieber
Yeah sure, bby, xx
I lock my phone and my mum gives me a plate with pasta. I grab a glass of water and sit down again. I slowly eat my food, I'm not really hungry. After 20 minutes my mum notices I don't want more food and grabs my plate and puts hers and mine in the sink.
"You want a dessert?" My mum asks and I shake my head. I stand up and slowly walk back up the stairs and walk to my room. I switch my laptop on again and something pops up.
"Chailynnnn calling you"